I hate talking on the phone with people I don't know. Why? Because I don't know their voice pattern. I wouldn't know if they were making fun of me or they're not.
When I needed to make a call to get my ear checked as I heard crackling noise when bending it to same side as the ear and down, I had to sit about a half hour before calming myself down and telling myself that they're professional and won't make fun of me for my problem.
Getting told to just call someone for some reason makes my brain go into a tiny panic attack. I don't know why I feel like this except the fact that I said higher up: not knowing their voice pattern. Talking to mom, sis, friends and other close people doesn't make me go into panic as I know how their voices sounds in different situations. This is as well why I rarely talk on places like TS and vent as I often wonder how they'll react and not hearing it as I'm not used to their voice patterns.
Perhaps it something I need to train on to feel comfortable with it.
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